1st attempt....mini cupcakes

This is my ist attempt to make a mini cupcakes and it was successful & delicious....hubby can't stop eating it till left me 3 pcs....lol...next time gonna make it again....btw, the flavour is vanila cake with cream cheese at the top...:)

Apple chips...

Happy me....cos my Apple chips is back in the market again....Last sunday I went to Merdeka Supermarket and suddenly my heart is pounded happily....grab it to makesure it was...then call hubby to make confirmed (cos he's the one who bought it and let me suffered n craving for this chips for soo long after Lintas Supermarket stop selling in they market) But the packaging is getting smaller & the prices also quite expensive than before (4 years ago) before it's only RM 7.90 and now it's was RM 11.50....but wth kan.....I just grabbed it and eat it happily....I just loves this chips cos it was 100% apple and less fat than potato chips...!!!! Gonna get it again for my stock.....takut kehabisan baaaa....:)

A good day

Today is the best day after few weeks im away from blogging and im managed to drives and shopping again as usual....why...??? because i am fully recharged again after i was attacked by the "The red eye aka congenivitis (ngam kah my spelling tu cos sia malas mau chk d kamus...hehhee) and fever" So today, im treating myself as a holiday and shop...shop..shop.....till my wallet tinggal RM2.....hahhahah...cukup2x bikin bayar parking d CP.... happy me :) will cont later yaaa......

Sambung story....
Today shopping....kalo bole semua sia mau angkut, but I already prepared my mental for the temptation and only bought 2 sleeveless shirt but the price quite "malatup" jglah....but nevermind, cos in a year im only shopping 2x ja...yes you heard me..2x saja dlm setahun....hahaaa....im not the type that like to spend $$$$ for not neccessary item...actually, I've my own target for nextyear.....I want to travel to Korea & NZ bah.....that's why, simpan $$$ for vacations.......hopefully will get to go this 2 places in next year...finger crossing....starting to menabung sdh this....biar sikit2x but lama2x jd bukit jg tu ..... :)

Chris Brown - Next To You ft. Justin Bieber

NEXT TO YOU

You got the smile
that only heaven can make
I'll pray to God everyday
that you keep that smile

yeah, you are my dream
there's not a thing I won't do
I'll give my life up to you
'cause you are my dream

And, baby, everything that i have is yours
you will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you insecure
let you know that you're always lovely girl
'cause you are the only thing that i got right now

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you
nothing will ever come between us
'cause I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you

If you had my child
you would make my life complete
just to have your eyes on little me
that'd be mine forever

And, baby, everything that i have is yours
you will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you insecure
let you know that you're always lovely girl
'cause you are the only thing that i got right now

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you
nothing will ever come between us
'cause I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you

We're made for one another, me and you
and i have no fear, i know we'll make it through
one day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, whoa

One day when the sky is fallin'
I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you
nothing will ever come between us
'cause I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you

Stand by my side, side, side
when the sky falls down
I'll be there, I'll be there

You.ve got the smile
that only heaven can make
i pray to God every day
to keep you forever, oh.

It's getting worsed

Instead of getting better....my eye is getting worsed after cameback from klinik hilltop..!!! WTH....yo, Mr. Dr...are u giving me the wrong medicines...my eye is getting swollen & red..this is unacceptable at all.....oh dear, i just wasted myRM30 for the wrong prescription....now, i need to get my eye specialist from Dr Peter Kong.....guess, i rather spent RM140 than getting my eye worse.....what a day...truly not like it...*sigh*....

Recovering mode

Im still with my swollen & red eye...but not like few days before and absolutely doesn't like the watering eye cos need to wipes it few times...so my vision is blur right now...well i need my rest & sleep...will cont....Zzzzzzzzzzzz.

Home alone

This week till weekend will be me and my lappy home alone again and hubby went for his outstation job at Labuan. No more bugging me at my back crying for his angry birds...heheheheh....but for sure, I will miss him especially his busuk...tsk..tsk..tsk....but hey-hey, gonna calling my sista & cuzzie of course to acccompany me at home....party people...nope, im out from drinking alcohol few years ago....it's been almost 5 years....bravo to me...yippie !!!! Serve them with airbunga or greentea sajalah.....:-)

Red aunty visiting..

ohhh..geez, tis is the hating part.....eye infection..truly uncomfortable cos all the "taik mata" is surrounding my eye especially in the morning and I can't even wide open my eye...got this infection from my nephew actually from the other day I babysit him absenced from school. Now, here I am and blogging with my swollen red eye....mean, no contact lense for few days...*sigh*.....:(

I woke up early this morning cause felt wet at my VJJ (I used to call my vagina as vjj).....went to toilet & shi-shi, wiped my VJJ......naaa my red aunty came to visit me for a week...directly to take a bath (cos mostly, i will only take my bath at 10am) after finish taking my bath, I woke up my hubby and hubby ask why I bangun awal..told him that im period...Hubby answer with regret : " Huh...u period...hmmm, napa u period datang..." as me as usual everymonth understand why he sound like that..felt sad jglah...but this is life kan...everything we planned but just let God yg decided....let me tell you why, ok..we've been planning again to conceived since im having miscarriages few months ago...and my hubby is the most really looking forward for another trial...for me, im still in the case of fobia but still following the mother nature & in a natural way to conceived without planning at all.....nextweek planning to meet Dr.Joseph at DSC for check up....hopefully my condition is good to conceived again in future.

The relationships

Relationships are always an important part of life. And I mean all relationships - friendship, love, marriage, relationship by choice, relationship by birth. Learn what makes them tick, why they sometimes go wrong, what one can do about it, and why they are so precious.

Nothing come so easily, if u want to get it then you have to achieve it. Same goes with the relationship between man & women.......you have to get thru all the difficuilty then you will get the happiness. As my experienced, all the way of the relationship at 1st it was sooo "bunga-bunga cinta" yelah still in the early stages kan but after few years...jeng-jeng-jeng....the true-color revealed....hahhahaahah.....nah, nobody's perfect bah......but after the up & down of the relationship, we managed to solved it and got married jg.....Thanks God !!! We learned from mistakes and let the past makes us more wiser & matured to makes any desicion in futures. It is sometimes essential for a husband and a wife to quarrel they get to know each other better. For me, a successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.....My husband :)

ohhhhh....nasi kerabu.

Holaaa...here i am again, been hiatus for few days....annoying for the hot weather truly make my brain dries & sweating a lot even i was inside my house...luckily, the aircond inside my bedroom is my truly saviour (im expecting high expenses bill from SESB) but what the heck kan as long that im happy...duh !!! OK, recently im thinking of nasi kerabu...but where to get it in KK....??? Am i craving....??? no lah, just my nafsu makan is getting fussy....maybe because it a month of ramadan so i bet/hope there's a lot of food stalls that i can get different type of malay foods especially nasi kerabu.....nyumm....slurrp !! The 1st time that i ate nasi kerabu when i was at KL, im such like a "tagas" to them cos never seen a rice with a blue or green color.. (ketara dtg dr sabah bah) even my bahasa it hard for them to understand...huhuhuh....(shud i speak in english makcik :P ). This sunday, gonna hunting for nasi kerabu at bazaar ramadan...hopefully will find it.

to be continue.......the day after.....

nahhhh....happy tummy happy me lah...managed to find my nasi kerabu at Lok Kawi bazaar ramadan thou it's not the same as the picture above but at least im satisfied with it cos it's originality made by makcik from Kelantan....truly sedap !!! and im done with the craving at last.....:) ok...next momom to crave pls.....

The footprints

" Though many things feel random and wrong, remember that I am sovereign over everything. I can fit everything into pattern for good, but only to extend that you trust Me. Every problem can teach you something, transforming you little by little into masterpiece. I created you to be. The very same problem can become a stumbling block over which you fall, if you react with distrust and defiance. The choice is up to you, and you will have to choose many times each day whether to trust Me or defy Me "

During the low periods of my life when i was suffering from sadness and sorrow, im always remind myself that things happen for reason...and keep on moving without looking back....and as time goes by, im so glad for the blessing upon me & my family and determine myself never-ever repeat the same mistakes and looking forward for the better way by the willing of God. Each paths that we walked will left a footprints on it....as we seen the footprints again, it's will remind us God has carried it away.

Un-Easy....

It's been few days and im not feeling well at all...but i managed to finish my jog at least 5 rounds for today..... don't know why, felt like something was not right & uneasy for me especially my body....bit dizzy & I guess need to do a medi-chk wit my Dr......gonna make an appoinment wit Dr. Joseph again at DSC....hmmm.

Zzzzzz......?? @~@

Exhausted & sleepyhead....today me & my sister become a "mandur & kuli" to our IBU tercinta...helping her to do the paitung-memaitung.....ok im wordless....too tired to think...again Zzzzzzzzz................!!!

Life.....

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Mother Teresa

Miscarriage or Early pregnancy failure

Married on sept 2010, on nov 2010 im expecting and happy for the news....end of jan 2011 1 day before we flew back to Perak for celebrating CNY im having a minor bleeding in the afternoon...felt anxious and the anxiety came to my mind what is happening to me. Me & hubby went to DSC for check up and Dr. Joseph announced, im having a miscarriage and need to done a D & C ASAP.....it was a totally devasting loss for myself and hubby but life goes on isn't it....

I've been search thru & reads a lot about pregnancy early failure...this is the most common about what happen to myself maybe and below details is about early failure pregnancy if you experienced the same case...:

Highlights

• What is early pregnancy failure?
• What will happen if I have an early pregnancy failure?
• When can I try to conceive again?
• Does having an early pregnancy failure once mean I'm likely to miscarry again?

What is early pregnancy failure?

Early pregnancy failure (also known as blighted ovum or anembryonic gestation) is a common cause of miscarriage. It happens when a fertilized egg implants in the uterus but the resulting embryo either stops developing very early or doesn't form at all. If you have an early pregnancy failure, you may not find out about it until the end of your first trimester.

What will happen if I have an early pregnancy failure?

With an early pregnancy failure, you'll still get a positive result on a pregnancy test, because the placenta begins to develop and starts to secrete human chorionic gonadotropin (hCG), the hormone that these tests look for. Early on, you may also have some common pregnancy symptoms , such as fatigue, nausea, and sore breasts. Later, when the hormone levels begin to go down, these symptoms will subside and you're likely to have spotting or bleeding.

At first you might notice some reddish-brown staining. Later you might have cramps or bleeding as your hormone levels recede. If you're having cramps or bleeding, or your uterus isn't growing as it should, or if your healthcare practitioner can't hear the baby's heartbeat with a Doppler by 12 weeks or so, you'll have an ultrasound to check on your baby. If it's a case of early pregnancy failure, the ultrasound will show an empty gestational sac.

You're likely to miscarry – that is, to expel the gestational sac and accumulated tissue – by the end of your first trimester, though it may happen earlier than that. The miscarriage process can take weeks, though, and once you find out you aren't carrying a baby, you may find it's too emotionally wrenching or physically uncomfortable (if you're cramping a lot) to wait for a spontaneous miscarriage.

In that case, you may be able to use medication to speed up the miscarriage process. Or you may decide to have a procedure – a suction curettage or a dilation and curettage (D&C) to remove the tissue. You'll need to have the tissue removed if you have any problems that make it unsafe to wait for a miscarriage, such as significant bleeding or signs of infection.

When can I try to conceive again?

Some practitioners recommend waiting to conceive until you've had a period, which is likely to happen four to six weeks after you miscarry or have the tissue removed. (You'll need to use birth control while you wait, since you may ovulate as early as two weeks after you miscarry.)

After that, you're in the clear. And one Scottish study of over 30,000 women concluded that women who get pregnant within six months of having a miscarriage actually have the best odds of having a healthy pregnancy. Those women had fewer miscarriages or ectopic pregnancies than women who got pregnant six to 12 months after their miscarriage.

However, while you may be physically ready to get pregnant again, you might not feel ready emotionally. Every woman copes with the grief of early pregnancy loss in her own way, and some women find it takes months until they're interested in trying to conceive again.

Does having an early pregnancy failure once mean I'm likely to miscarry again?

No. Although you're likely to be worried about the possibility of another miscarriage, fertility experts don't consider a single early pregnancy loss to be a sign that there's anything wrong with you or your partner. Most practitioners will wait until a woman has had two or three consecutive miscarriages to order special blood and genetic tests to try to find out what's going wrong.

My own mini gyms :)

My healthclub jumping rope & body trimmer

I bought this 2 items for my indoor exercises whenever Im not able to go out for jog...at least I can do some exercises for myself at home...:) Bought from cosway actually quite cheap for member...gonna trim and loss that fat.....gambate !!!

My skincare bff !!

Nutox Oxyfusion Birdnest Collagen :
I've been used this products for few years after I reached my aged to 30. Eventhou the prices quite expensive but the chemistry between this product to my skin is superb...!!! It's contains birdnest collagen anti aging to make our skin more radiances and more youngers than our aged.... suitable for all skin types, especially for those who wish to have a wrinkle-free.....awet muda gitu. This is what I call...My skincare bff !!

Apprieciation

As my better half had said " I still love you bah (nah, Perak mali can said sabahan ady) eventhou u put so much weight". Don't you think about apprieciation and thankful yet....hmmm, still hard for me to believed it coz mostly man like to drooling they rolling eyes unto the figures...duh !!!

But glad to have my hubby cos he loved me how the way I am...:) and I apprieciated his love unto me till now and looking forward for our 1st wedding annivesary on Sept.

Me & Hubby (Mr & Mrs. Cheng)

Basic Eyebrows Tutorial by Michelle Phan

A tutorial for basic eyebrows...watch and learn :)

Exercise

Arghhhh....aching whole body especially my "botung" such like my muscle had been streched to the max....but worth it cos i loike when im sweating so that can burned out all the calories from my body....managed to finish 5 rounds today....my expectation is hopefully in 1 month can loss 2-3kg so within 1 year im expect to loss about 10kg..buli ka tu ahhh...haiyaa macam susah kan kalo tda disiplin......caiyo2x to me....weight problem is always been big issue on me since i was kid...paling ringan dulu pun is 55-57kg now i am almost 100kg but blum reach to number lg la...sdhla pendek (ok..im only 5'3 height ...pendek kan :( ) but nevermind thx God what i have today....jgn banyak complain ba jeanifer...syukur la nak :) hehehheh.....

One in a Million - Neyo (Cover.)

A positif envy....how I wish that i can play guitar and sing like her...:)

T.G.I.F

Thanks God Im Female and Thanks God Is Friday.......weehoo.....

A Taiwan Drama's

Addicted with Taiwan Drama's...!!!